A Reason to Blog - A Trash Bin of Thoughts

It never exist, the thought of writing into a blank blogger page. The ill-feeling of facing a soulless thing, a computer in-front of you, stuck for hours, a perfect scenario that exemplifies loneliness. 

But, what if we are lonely? What if we are writing this down because no one is there to talk too. What if this is a safe-haven for a runaway, a loner, a dreamer, a confuse soul...?

Has this world turns so evil that one must write his/her feelings and thoughts to a deadly device, that at least care enough to correct his/her grammar and spelling errors? Has the bear turns completely lonely and dull that it must face with literature to express itself? And has the soul of one sinned boy vacuumed so empty that it must be filled with words to be "alive" again?

Perhaps, the answer to that unfortunate question is a plain: "YES"

And perhaps, it's time to put all this jumbled thoughts in an organize sentence. An idea loses part of its meaning when transformed to a physical communication, as how the great poet Rumi says, but sometimes it is the only way to contribute, to share, and to bequest to this world of disappointments.

Life in itself is a compartment full of various, little memory, compiled together. The experience we felt in a particular moment in life will always be different with others we say as human. It may be an experience of a bitter relationship, sweet memory, a political breakdown that we have to live through and the list goes on..

That is exactly what this blogger is going to post. A journey in life with all its past experiences, its life lessons, its ups and downs. A journey that is full of mazes and questions, conclusions and opinions. An opinion that portrays this sinned boy, this lonely bear, this confuse man.

Rather than putting all this junk in a place where no one can understand, blogging might be a good idea to begin with.

As what my unforgettable senior, Elghafiky Bimardhika illustrates: "This is a trash bin of one's thought where one find none. other place to tell, one shall say it here."